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AKB48Keibetsu Shiteita Aijo

Keibetsu Shiteita Aijou (軽蔑していた愛情, Scorned Love) is AKB48's 3rd major single (5th overall). It never appeared in the anime.

Lyrics[]

TEREBI no NYUUSU ga tsutaeru
Tokumei de mamorareta higeki mo
Keitai no MEERU wo uchinagara
Emoji no you na
Nichijou

Otona wa wakeshirigao shite
Douki wo sagashite iru kedo
PINTO hazureta sono bunseki wa
Waraenai GYAGU mitai

Hensachi shidai no kaikyuu de
Mirai ga kimerareteru
Mou ganbatte mo
Dou shiyou mo nai koto
Zuibun mae ni
Kidzuiteta dake
Watashitachi

Keibetsu shite ita aijou
Shiranu ma ni motomete iru
Kodoku ni nante naritakunai
Dakishimete hoshikatta
Dareka ni...

Tori ni narou to shita shoujo wa
Okujou ni kutsu wo chanto soroete
MANAA wo homete hoshikatta no ka
Soretomo atetsuke na no ka

Ijime ga "atta" toka "nakatta" toka
Imasara ANKEETO wo totte mo
Kiite hoshikatta kokoro no koe wa
Kaze no naka todokanai

Sekinin tenka no PUROSESU de
Erai hito wo nakaseru
Mada wakattenai
Oroka sugiru rensa wo...
Yubi wo sasu no wa
Nani mo shinakatta
Kono jibun

Keibetsu shite ita aijou
Urahara ni uete iru no
Fuan ni kidzukanu furi shinagara
Yasashii me sagashiteta
Itsudemo...

Keibetsu shite ita aijou
Shiranu ma ni motomete iru
Kodoku ni nante naritakunai
Dakishimete hoshikatta
Dareka ni...

Itsudemo...

The TV news even broadcasts
a tragedy protected by privacy
just as ordinarily as a
smiley is used when typing an email on a cell phone

The adults have an "I-know-how-it-is" look
while they're searching for a motive, but
the analysis that has taken the spotlight*
is like an unfunny joke

In this class dependent on deviation value,
our future is decided for us
Even if we try,
we already noticed
the things that we can't
do anything about
long ago

Scorned love
Without realizing it, I want it
I don't want to be lonely
I wanted to be held
By someone...

The girl who tried to become a bird
properly lined up her shoes on the roof
Did she want people to admire her manners
or was it insinuation?

Even if you take a poll
this late in time about whether there
"was" or "wasn't" any bullying,
the voice of her heart, that which she wanted heard,
won't transmit through the wind

This process of shifting responsibility
makes celebrated people cry
We still don't understand
this foolish chain...
The one pointing fingers
is me, who didn't
do anything

Scorned love
While pretending to not notice the worry
about how I was starving, even though I was,
I looked for gentle eyes
Forever...

Scorned love
Without realizing it, I want it
I don't want to be lonely
I wanted to be held
By someone...

Forever...

テレビのニュースが伝える
匿名で守られた悲劇も
携帯のメールを打ちながら
絵文字のような日常

大人は訳知り顔して
動機を探しているけど
ピント外れたその分析は
笑えないギャグみたい

偏差値次第の階級で
未来が決められてる
もう頑張っても
どうしようもないこと
ずいぶん前に
気づいてただけ
私たち

軽蔑していた愛情
知らぬ間に求めている
孤独になんてなりたくない
抱きしめて欲しかった
誰かに・・・

鳥になろうとした少女は
屋上に靴をちゃんと揃えて
マナーを誉めて欲しかったのか
それとも当てつけなのか

いじめが"あった"とか"なかった"とか
今更 アンケートを取っても
聞いて欲しかった心の声は
風の中 届かない

責任転嫁のプロセスで
偉い人を泣かせる
まだ わかってない
愚かすぎる連鎖を・・・
指を差すのは
何もしなかった
この自分

軽蔑していた愛情
裏腹に飢えているの
不安に気づかぬふりしながら
やさしい目 探してた
いつでも・・・

軽蔑していた愛情
知らぬ間に求めている
孤独になんてなりたくない
抱きしめて欲しかった
誰かに・・・

いつでも・・・

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